Monthly Archives: March 2010

I'm in love with you

March 27, 2010

That’s what I keep hearing. “Momma I’m in love with you.” lol Matthew. He’s so cute. He also wants to marry me. I cannot imagine my life without a son in it. I love my daughters, don’t get me wrong, but my relationship with Matthew is totally different. He’s my little man. Maybe he...

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One week mark

March 22, 2010

It has been 7 days, 13 hours and 18 minutes since I smoked my last cigarette. Woo hoo! You know what popped into my head while I was laying in bed last night? I used to get… what would you call them? I don’t know. You know how your heart beats but you don’t...

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Progress Finally

March 18, 2010

I am at 3 days, 9 hours and 33 minutes without a cigarette. I don’t why it’s been rough going this time around. It was alot easier the last time I was using Chantix. But I have FINALLY made it past the 48 hour mark! Yay! AND… Yesterday I took one pill with dinner,...

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Miscellaneous Stuff

March 16, 2010

So I had cheated. After that last post where I felt like I would KILL someone! I cheated. I smoked three that day. Then I smoked two the next day. But that’s been it. It’s been 1 day, 14 hours and 30 minutes. I don’t feel that wanting-to-smash-something feeling I felt a couple days...

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Argh… ahhh… grrrr….

March 13, 2010

Going NUTS. EVERYTHING. Every little thing is either pissing me off or irritating the HELL out of me.

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Day ten

March 13, 2010

I’m now at 1 day and 17 hours without a cigarette. I have saved $7.70, gained 3 hours and 58 minutes of life and avoided smoking 34 cigarettes. I almost cheated this morning. Hannah was driving me nuts with her whiney-climb-all-over-me-won’t-support-her-own-weight thing she does. So I went upstairs, went thru Bryan’s pants pockets, found...

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Ugh

March 12, 2010

Today is day 9 on Chantix. Yesterday was my first day taking two blue pills. I’m stomach achey. I’m not 100% sure why but I’ve felt this way for days now. I want to blame it on the Chantix, this bloating and totally uncomfortable feeling. But… here’s a little TMI: I’ve been on the...

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Chantix – day 9

March 9, 2010

Today is day six on Chantix. I’m feeling really good about it this time. Last year when I was on Chantix it took me TEN DAYS before I stopped smoking. This time… FIVE DAYS! That’s right. I had my last cigarette yesterday. I have officially been smoke free for 22 hours, 20 minutes and...

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Day 4 on Chantix

March 7, 2010

Today is day 4 on Chantix. Yesterday I smoked about half as much as I usually do. And because I was spending less time smoking I got tons of scrapbooking done! I don’t think we realize how much time we spend smoking when we’re smokers. I’ve timed it. It take approximately seven minutes to...

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